today i am feeling somewhat lucky. for what i have. we are watching this movie in history called sometime in april. it is about the genocide in rwanda. it is so painful for me to watch, and makes me feel awful. makes me think that there were so many people that arent living now because of it. and all of the people who are still living, but will never forget the awful things that happened. we havent finished the movie yet, but leaving class today, i couldnt feel anything, it made me feel so depressed. i really didnt understand though how my friends could just go right on laughing. or how they could talk during the movie. it was difficult for me to feel anything but sadness after watching it. i also didnt understand when a teacher told us to take notes on anger, sadness, and hope. i felt the anger and the sadness, but i didnt feel like hope was anywhere to be found. anyways, it is a very distressing and depressing movie. i still would like to finish it though.
sorry no picture today. my dad just switched computers or something so i dont know where all my pictures are, but i will figure it out later.
also today i have soccer tryouts. i am getting very nervous. i always do.
today is the start of the weekend though, and i have no homework! and now we are doing trig in math, which is easy (so far ahah) and i finished all in class! i will try to enjoy the nice weather this weekend, today i sat out in my backyard, very pleasant.
you said haha backwards like 'ahah'. hahahahahahgaihaiaigai (this is what i say when i text). haha
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