any day now

sometimes i really hate memories, and how easily they come back. these little triggers are everywhere, things that remind me of a time or a place, or a person. sure i was happy then, but i just want to forget everything now. i mean every time i see a silver honda i flinch, because i think its nicks car. every time.

summer has been rather nice though. mostly i have just been hanging out at home with my brother, or doing stuff with friends. i love the freedom of being able to do whatever, or nothing at all. like right now i am eating starbursts. i can still feel the burden of school though, waiting, just about to come around the corner. i feel like this is going to be my toughest year yet. especially since this is my last year of high school, and i will have so much work with college applications. i already feel behind, ha.

the other day my dad was counting all of the concerts i'm going to this month. its was five i think? i'm really excited.

i saw you, it was incredible

wow. i am typing this from a mac now. very weird. my family just got this new computer, and it has this really fancy keyboard. its totally cool though. but its going to take a while for me to figure out how to upload my pictures again.

school is less than a week away. i cant believe it. i love summer, and sometimes i wish summer would go on forever. but then at the same time, i am really looking forward to seeing all of my friends again. school this year should be great, but my classes are going to be way tougher.

last week i went to a baseball game with a couple of my friends. it was alot of fun. its funny because i don't understand baseball at all. i have always thought that it was somewhat boring. but then i know football, and basketball, and i play soccer.

the other day i finally made these bottle cap necklaces, that i have been wanting to make forever. and they actually turned out really cool! so now i am going to make a ton more, and give them to all of my friends.